December 2011
I have two months until I turn 20. I want a big party. To dress fancy. To be with all my friends. And easy until thetes no tomorrow. I’m scared to be turning so old.. Never haver I been so scared of something I can’t have control of. All I want is to have lost 20 lbs. Look fabulous. And haver no worries in the world. I want to be able to be worry free. That is what I am waiting for for...
